Kim Dong Won!!

Hey hey everybody!! I've got some nice treats for you, especially if you're having a bad day!

The title of my blog this time is "Kim Dong Won". He's not a singer or an actor or even good-looking!! So, the reason that I'm featuring him in this blog is that he can definitely make ur day brighter.

Well, everything about him just makes you go crazy!! Or as said by Lena, "Oh-la-la". LoL. His fashion sense, singing, courage etc. etc. etc.. LoL.

I think he can only be found in YouTube. Some of you have seen his most famous video, that is the remake of the song "Touch My Body" by Mariah Carey. The thing is, he brought the song to a whole new level, including changing the name of the song and it's lyrics. =] (Although it wasn't intentional)

I was bored earlier and decided to look for some funny videos to download and found his. Here are some of his funny videos:

1) Touch My Body - Mariah Carey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8

2) We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBDoIn3BcbY&feature=related

3) Listen - Beyonce
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEza-zIfgyY&feature=related

4) Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMxjFu0ueKc&feature=PlayList&p=8F0004851ED96F98&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=7

After watching all those videos, the best is still "Touch My Body". LoL. Besides that, I also realised a few things. First, I think he wants to be Mariah Carey. All the songs that he is remaking are from Mariah Carey. I hope Carey won't be too shocked by this. LoL. Secondly, I think he's gay by the way he dressed. I think that the clothes that he wore for "Always Be My Baby" is actually nice...for a girl! But what made me stare at my laptop screen with my mouth wide open is the video "Listen". OMG. He's with make up and stuff. Well, it's his life, still I respect him for whatever he's doing and whatever he wants to be. =]

I hope you guys will enjoy his videos for he has did so much in creating such videos. (no sarcasm here!) He's really brave to post them up on YouTube but honestly, I hope that he actually makes more of them!

Til next time peeps!

xoxo,
otakubassist

One Week's Story

Hey everybody! So good to be posting up new stuff again. Actually I've been wanting to post up quite some time ago but there's so much to say that I just don't know where to start!

Hmm...let's see. What made me post up this one today? Thanks to my baby!! He asked me to update my blog when he isn't even updating his! Or even reading mine. Haihz. I don't blame him. Stupid college of his! Argh! But it's sweet of him to say that since he can't update his blog, he has been writing letters so that he could give them to me the next time we meet each other. =] But it wasn't really the real reason. LoL. Ever since LAST FRIDAY, yes merely LAST FRIDAY only did he started to write those letters. LoL. But it's still very sweet of him to do it. Hehe. =)

This week, let's start with Monday. It was just any usual day but me, Ken and Karthik were playing table tennis in the hostel from 2pm to 4pm. LoL. Boy, did me n Ken had fun! LoL. Obviously thanks to Karthik that we had an enjoyable time. (Although he doesn't know that he's the laughing material!)

Tuesday. Omg. Leela's class, need I say more? Chemistry papers were marked and handed back to us. I thought that I could at least make it in the 60's. Haihz. I have no idea what went wrong. I could do everything in class and I have no problem in my revision. It's just that I can't score in my exam! I don't know if I have exam stress or was nervous. Whatever it is, it doesn't matter now because the paper has been sat, marked and handed to me. I got a freaking 54. Even Karthik's higher than me! WTH!! Haihz. Don't worry Karthik, I'm not looking down on you. Then because of it, my baby scolded me. We had an arguement. He said that I didn't study hard enough or whatever.

But the best thing today was that Leela actually bought my alibi for cutting class last Wednesday! Woohoo! I had my friend (sorry, I have to protect this person's identity) wrote a letter for me which was supposingly to be from my dad. It said that I had "a sudden occurence of gastric". LoL. I forged my dad's signature and handed it to Leela. I used to hate it when I get gastric pain but now I'm actually thanking my stars for letting me experience the pain. LoL. Well you see, Leela isn't dumb. She asked me what is gastric and how does it feel like when you get gastric. The first thing that I told her was "It hurts?". LoL. Then I continued explaining that the pain is almost unbearable, that the pain comes on and off, that I've always had gastric pain in my secondary school years and blah blah blah. Mind you, some of it are true! LoL.

Next comes Wednesday. Long day but ends earlier than most of my other days. Even though nothing much happened today, today is a significant day for me! Samuel introduced a game called "Plants vs Zombies" to me! It was damn fun! We were in the study room where I was supposingly studying for next week's 2 unit math paper. But, the presence of Samuel and his laptop is a VERY HUGE distraction to me. LoL. I'm not lying! Haha. Then there I was, playing the game on his laptop. I was enjoying the game so much that I started shouting and screaming when zombies got closer and closer to Samuel's house! My goodness! It was really a lot of pressure playin that game! Haha. I got that game from Samuel and installed it into my laptop. Hehehehehe. But then I argued with my baby again because of the game. Baby, I know you're scolding me because you cared for me. So, I'm sorry bout that night. I shouldn't have played the game and paid attention to my revision. I'm sorry baby!! Muax!! Sayang you back ha. Hehe.

Then THURSDAY came. Hehe. This is an exciting day! Well, I bet all my friends know why I was so excited, especially Jeng Yuann. Hehe. Today is Jeng Yuann's birthday. So many things happened. LoL. Wherever I see Jeng Yuann, even in class, I'll shout 'Jeng Yuann!! Happy Birthday!!' so that everybody knows. LoL. It was so fun!! Next is gonna be BERNARD!! Nyehehehehe. The most amazing and miraculous thing happened today was during chemistry class.

It all started when Leela was doing a role call. When she came to Jeng Yuann's name, somebody at the back of the class (I think one of those Chung Lin guys) shouted out that it was Jeng Yuann's birthday. Then I don't know how it happened, the whole class started singing the birthday song for him. But until the 2nd line, everybody stopped and started laughing. Surprisingly Leela questioned why we had stop singing and she continued the last 2 lines. We thought the song was done and we all clapped. But!! Leela started singing another version of the birthday song! I'm not sure of the lyrics but she mentioned something like "You've very beautiful", "Why on Earth were you born?", "You are bloody no use" and some other things. LoL. It was 100% UNEXPECTED from her!! Then she wished Jeng Yuann "Happy Birthday" and she was so sweet bout it. =] But then Ms. Kam pissed me off. I told her that it was Jeng Yuann's birthday and she just pretended she didn't hear. Well, I didn't ask her to throw a birthday bash for Jeng Yuann! She could just wish him "Happy Birthday"! Bitch! Then at night, We went to buy KFC!! Yay! I was with Zen Whey, Jia Chuan, Tze Ch'ng, Karthik and Jun Yik in the car. LoL. But unfortunately we left my meal at KFC!! LoL. But luckily Zen Whey realised and we had to go back to KFC to get it. LoL. Then we ate and played in the study room. Hehe. My birthday present to Jeng Yuann is to ketchup mark on both sides of his cheek. LoL. But the most unexpected thing was that Zen Whey actually ate mashed potato from my finger! WTH!! I'll never lick that finger again!! Then again haihz, I fought with my baby. I cried so badly but I was okay after that cause my baby used his special method of cheering me up. LoL. I love you baby!! Muaxx!!

Then Friday is today. Skipped biology class cause didn't do her homework. LoL. Don't care la. I doubt that she actually recognises me. Then had math class. I actually asked teacher questions. LoL. Then I spent most of my time explaning to Li Yun what is IELTS is about. LoL. Then I ate lunch with Jac, Karthik and Jay Moy. It was nice. Hehe. Managed to bully and get revenge on Bernard cause he promised to take us out for lunch. Ish. Then I went back to my room, bathed, cleaned my room and played computer games. Then Jac came to my room around 3 or 3.30pm. She played diner dash and keep on losing! LoL. Don't worry Jac, you can do it!! Haha. Then I talked to my baby on the phone. LoL. Muax baby! Hehe. Don't always merajuk la. It's my job k? Hehe.

Well, it's adi 11:49pm and 41 more minutes, I'll be talking to my baby on the phone!! Hehe. Can't wait. Lena's beside me playing computer games. LoL. She's so cute and funny and drooling over her darling. Hehe.

Guess I have to stop here cause my laptop is really really freaking slow adi. Haihz.
Nitez peeps. Til next time!

xoxo,
otakubassist

15th June 2009, 12:37pm, cyber lab

Its Monday, 15th of June. He's far away from me in Changlun, Kedah having orientation for his matriculation. Starting today, I'll update my blog daily. It's 12:37 noon. Me, Jac, Ken, Jeng Yuann and some other friends are in the cyber lab surfing the net. Actually i have no idea what to write, especially when i'm going to write everyday.

Why am I doing this? I'm going to write everything that happens here to me so that hopefully, my baby can come to my blog and read all my blogs. I think if he does this, he won't feel so far apart from me. Of course somethings I won't be mentioning here cause somethings are private. LoL.

Well, I'm thanking God...umm...actually Maxis, hehe, that there's 3G in Kedah. I can do video calls with my baby!! =] LoL. He wanted to send a picture of himself and a video message to me everyday but it's like so expensive baby!! Somemore you wanna call me every night. Ish. You win lottery izzit? LoL

Today is Monday. So, this morning i had math and biology classes. Both are equally boring. So boring until I messaged Raymond Raj! Haha. How am i to survive without messaging you in every class except chemistry?? LoL. Haihz...my feelings now is like this song I'm listening now. It's a korean song titled 'Bo Go Ship Da' by Kim Bum Soo. The song title means 'I Miss You'. =]
I've been listening this song for the 4th time I think, if I'm not mistaken. =]

Unfortunately i can only write that much now cause I have class now. Boring english class. Well, I gtg. Will update my blog later. Bye bye everyone. Nucy nucy baby.

Muax,
otakubassist.

To My Beloved Baby, I'm Sorry

Dear baby, today is a Tuesday and it's 2nd of June 2009. Yesterday you told me bout the letter your ex wrote to you ever since the day you broke up with her. It was a total of 55 letters. I was in the canteen when I read the first letter she wrote. When I read the second letter, I couldn't take it anymore. I felt like crying there. That's why I stopped and lied to you saying that I wanted to go surf the internet instead. I didn't want to cry in front of you as you don't like me crying and it hurts you when I do so.

But after that moment, I felt sad and dejected. You kept telling everyone about those letters. It made me feel bad. It made me feel like I don't deserve you at all. When you were talking about all those letters she wrote for you, you sound like you're really proud of her and it sounds like she's the better one. I told all this to Raymond and he comforted me. I felt better.

Then you called when I was having my dinner. I was happy cause it's always the case when I get your calls. You wanted me to sleep in my room cause we can have more privacy when we talked. Because of that, I purposely stayed longer in my room just to talk to you before going to Jac's room to sleep. Did you know that Jac was actually sad and I wanted to be there to comfort her? When I went to her room, she's already sleeping. When we talked on the phone, you keep asking me to do things that I have been refusing ever since the beginning. Why can't you understand that I really can't bring myself to do it? Then you merajuk just because I didn't do as you say.

We hung up and I went to Jac's room to sleep. As I was getting ready to sleep, I was anxious to receive your sms but sadly, none. I thought you were really angry and I decided to wish you. I sent the message but I didn't get any reply. Because of that, I purposely put my phone beside me so that when you reply, I can immediately read it. I cried because I was scared to loose you. All those thoughts of loosing you flushed through my mind. I couldn't stop crying but gradually, I was gettin more and more tired and I felt asleep. But you called at 12.30am. I woke up instantaneously and picked up your call. You said that you were glad to get my message. You sounded so happy on the phone. I was smilling while talking on the phone with you. Then after we hung up, I slept soundly.

This morning when I woke up, I really wanted to hear your voice. That's why even though I know that you're sleeping, I had to wake you up to hear your voice. You answered my call and it everything felt right. I felt the energy rushing from the inside of me, carrying me out of bed and into a busy day. We smsed as usual even during my classes. Then I told you bout my plans this evening. I said that I can only see you either 7pm or 8pm. Did you know what you replied was really hurtful? You said "Den dun see la...See for 15 mins might as well dun see". Then I replied by saying "Can you stop being so immature? You think I dun wanna spend time with you?". The next message really sent a pang in my heart. You replied, "Hana...you busy rite? Go busy la. Luan." I was mad at you. You always say that I understand you. Why can't you understand me at least once?

After that I didn't reply all your messages until you top up for me. I was still a bit mad at you. I was thinkin if I should not be mad at you. I couldn't concentrate in my classes. I was happy that my classes are finally ending and I can go to the canteen so that I can see you. But when I was at the canteen, I'm sorry that I didn't talk to you or even look at you. Sometimes after I get angry with you, I find it hard to talk to you again. Then I purposely went to JY's room so that maybe you would come to his room and find me. Thenyou messaged Jac. She told me bout your messages.

What really broke my heart is that you were actually not in the mood. You told Jac that you were afraid that there was something wrong with your heart. At that moment, my mind stopped working. You were actually having all this in your mind when I was acting so selfishly. Then I start to think. I actually did realise that you were breathing harder than normal and your heartbeat is always so fast. I was really worried. In JY's room, I cried in front of Lena and JY. It was because of guilt and worry. What if something is wrong with you? What if one day you leave me? I really love you and I hope you will never forget that. No matter how angry am I with you, I still love you. I can't stand being angry with you for long.

Then Lena and Chia Chuin came back from their date. When Lena entered the room, I just couldn't hold back any longer. Lena asked me how was I. I burst out crying and she lent me her shoulder for me to cry on. She gave me a hug but it didn't really comforted me much. What I need is your forgiveness. Then Raymond Raj came into the room, everyone left the room to give us some privacy. He was really worried about me and he begged me to stop crying. He comforted me and we had to leave the room because they said that the warden is doing a spot check.

Then we went to the area outside the office. You called Lena's number and we talked. You were having difficulties breathing. We were talking on the phone and we talked things out. You kept on apologising. We finally talk things out and I was smiling from ear to ear when I talked to you on the phone. Lena was glad and happy that I finally smiled after crying for 3 hours. I went to my room and we continued talking on the phone. Then I went to Jac's room to sleep but we were still talking on the phone. Gradually, I was getting more and more tired. So, we decided to hang up even though you wanted me to put down the phone after I slept. Sorry baby, the phone charger wyre isn't long enough. Hehe. Then I slept instantly when I lie down on the bed. It was the first night that I slept soundly after such a long time.

I'm really sorry for making you worried baby. I'm sorry for all the things that I have done. I hope that you'll forgive me and I promise that there will not be a next time.

I love you baby. Nucy nucy. Hughug.

Muax,
otakubassist